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CONTROL

 Hi with another day!  Life is unpredictable, last night I just wrote the blog about frustration and irritation, and boom! I got it, haha I got so frustrated by working all night that I got into a fight with my mother, obviously, there were facts about the fight I was trying to sleep and my phone was ringing again and again and I didn't get any food for the whole night as a result I got angry on just a small talk and fought with her. She furiously left the house for work but after her, I got food and realized that I made a mistake. Unintentionally, I transferred my anger from work to my family. Yes, I apologized after she get back but I remained in guilt just after the realization to the time she come back.  The point here is that I could have controlled my anger but as she talked to me, I got so furious and burst into tears. My feelings of guilt after the anger do not mean anything. So here's my one new lesson of life to try to control all my bad feelings and sleep....

NOT PERFECT

 Hi! I am Zubz. Hope you all are doing good. I am doing my best to just be perfect but for instance, if we check the workings of our life, nothing or nobody is perfect. We always try to do our best in our workplace, school and also when we are with the family. Its quite irritating when we want to but we cant do something perfectly. We just need to relax and realize that it's normal. Everyone got bad days and good days but it does not mean to stop working and think about that time only, move forward have a thought about future.  Me, Zubz, I am currently working as a graphic designer. I have done two Bachelor degrees, one academic and one professional, currently applying for my masters. Thought of writing blogs come into my mind after i just got keep realizing that i am observing and making myself better on my own. Also nowadays if we observe the self-typed materials are way more less, only AI based writings are rooming on the internet. So, Here's a pure feeling words from my si...